Can I make it?
Right now, It is 30 minutes to another day in my timezone.
And I havenโt published a single article today.
Will this be the death of my perfect daily streak since the beginning of October.
Why didnโt publish earlier?
I donโt know ( cries in silence)
Maybe because I had to work on a project that lasted 5hrs today.
But that’d be a lie ( bows my head in shame)
I had the time to write. That 45 minutes I wasted whiling away on Instagram could have been productively converted into scribbling a paragraph or more.
Now, Iโm about to disappoint myself because of laziness and procrastination.
I remembered how I felt once.
Skipping a task at the end of the day lowered my self-esteem and self-worth.
I couldnโt bring myself to trust me again.
Afterall I failed to keep the promise I made to be discipline.
I was hard to get up from that ditch of self-disappointment.
And nowโฆ
Not againโฆ
I have come too far to go back.
PS: I know this is not the regular topics I share with my readers. Writing this article from a place of Fear.
Fear of not keeping to my promise of staying consistent on Medium.
5 minutes leftโฆ
Iโm done. I did it๐ฅบ