I wish I had done this 100 times more in my life. Starting early. Or starting whenever. Now it’s too late, as I wrote in my other articles my life is currently done, I have solar retinopathy and my life is really really sad and bad.
Because I didn’t do cold hard rational thinking enough!
Not seeing things in positive light but see things as they really are, in my opinion, from my experience, is one of the most important things you should be doing, others would be to fully align with your purpose, truly knowing yourself, training yourself to perfection including micro-thoughts you think, experimenting small and safe, focusing on biggest impact stuff (if you still can, I cannot, I blew it).
Truly think what’s going on and what impact it has!
In early 2012 I was 17 and my online female friend (I’m male) offered to be FwB with me. I didn’t take up the offer, because I was already traumatized and bitter and / or didn’t know what FwB means, I don’t remember. This ruined my life. When I tried doing pickup at 20 and 21 I failed SOLELY because I had no sexual experience. I’d get the makeout. I’d get some Tinder dates but I didn’t lead correctly EXACTLY because I had no previous sexual experience and the females punished me for it and I didn’t get any real results. This ruined my life.
Even bigger example. In Autumn 2021 I discovered I’m the God. I was the GOAT, I was better than anyone I’d ever heard of in just 2 days of fully free, fully myself exploration of myself, my thought process, decision making, etc. At one moment when looking to myself in the mirror I realized all problems in my life were because of other people, that I was perfect. This was largely true.
However I did not EMPHASIZE what it means. It means that now I can run circles around everyone, outperform everyone, have a golden custom life and despite at this moment me knowing almost everything I could’ve built on this even more. Yet, I was given shit wrong advice or no advice and fully neglected by almost everyone in my life.
Meaning, people are the enemy, I should protect myself as the God, I SHOULD BE CAREFUL ON MY LIFE. I didn’t do this, I thought about it, but way too little.
Then the psychosis happened. I went happy outside w/o thinking the gravity of what was going on. Without protecting myself at all cost.
When I lost it and got naked due to my psychotic state, bystanders STOLE my belongings, a good phone, Powerbeats Pro, eur300 cash and CALLED POLICE on me. NOBODY TRIED TO HELP ME.
Because people had stolen my belongings I got mad and in my transe probably tried to assault them, I am not sure. Then cops came and I tried to fight them resisting arrest. The cops beat me with police batons and caused me to have brain damage. They did not use less damaging methods like pepper spray, tazer or they could’ve easily wrestled me down many vs 1 disoriented person as well.
Then next bad thing, next bad thing. 3 years later my ultimate self-discovery has cost me my life instead of helping many as it could’ve been if either I was more vigilant and emphasized on what’s important OR if people were good and didn’t take advantage of me / hurt me when I was vulnerable.
People are bad. Protect yourself at all times. Don’t be me. Same with money making projects, don’t reveal them to nobody less you need to.