You must see …
Why are you so forgetful
Because you are forgetful
And usually I would be beating you down for it
But today … I want to fellowship with you
I want to remember what you forget with you
And forget with you what you remember with such ease
You forget too fast what your face looks like
I want you to remember with me that you have no ordinary look
Not inside or out
You remember too often the doubts you have of yourself
And remember too vividly the untrue thoughts you have believed of yourself
You live alone and sad
And forget you are not your own
Forget that you are not alone
You forget too easily … Too quickly … That there’s layers to you
You forget that you are here
You lose touch with you…
And sometimes only come to … And realize you don’t remember that you were alive … And can’t tell who was walking the earth
You forget too quick …
You remember the old
The past
The fearful
And the illusions …
You end up panicking too quick
But today
Today I want you to remember
I want you to see
I want you to really see
See that you are here
See that you are here …
I want you to remember
Remember to feel
Remember to really see
See with your whole body
Feel with your whole being
See that the world is just illusions
See that the defined paths of the past not taken weren’t the only possibilities
See that you are not alone
See that you are not your own
See that you don’t need to walk alone
As if you had to carry every burden all on your own
I want you to see
Want you to remember
Want you to really see
This is a gift
The present
This present
It is a gift
I want you to see
See what’s in your hands
Really see
I want you to see
See what’s in your heart… See what’s in your head …
Really see
I want you to see
I want you to see … Really see what you have …
I want you to see with your eyes
Not with the lenses of your past
I want you to see factually
Not to see the abstract thoughts and fears that feel more real that what is
Do not get me wrong
You are not mad
Or stupid
Or crazy
For feeling as if the abstract fear were more real than what’s actually truly real
But this is why I want you to see …
Because for a long time you have seen only this scary fear-filled internal world
To the extent that you stopped seeing
You stopped seeing you
You stopped seeing that you are
You stopped seeing that it’s not all that serious
You stopped seeing the help you have
You got distracted … Then the distraction became the default state of being …
Now you must see … breathe… Taste .. Touch … feel … It is not bleak…the future isn’t… and nothing is bleak
You just need to see
You must see
See differently … See again